I just bought a piano accordion and it got me thinking. I sometimes get sad and afraid that I am not going to make it big and get lost in anonymity and I blame the circumstances of life, such as the fact that I was not born in a rich, famous family of superstars.
They say that you should not measure your life and success by the success of your ancestors. A real man (or woman) with strong character must achieve his own fortune in life. But I’m not ashamed to admit that if you put me in a position of immeasurable wealth and fame, I would use and probably abuse it. I’d like to hope that I would use a good portion of it to further my education, skills and development into a great person, but who really knows.
But then I was thinking that maybe, depending on how you look at it, I am born into immense privilege. I live in a time and society where I can have and explore personal wishes and desires. I can afford to buy a music instrument, and I can afford to spend time to play it. Then again I can also take this hunk of plastic, metal and sound and put it on display in the corner of my room and never actually touch it. This object cost me more money than what a family could survive on for years in a third world country. And it’s up to me how I choose to use… or waste something that is comparable in value with someone’s life. Does that mean I am privileged? Shouldn’t that make me happy? The more I think about it, the more I realise how relative life is, and there are almost no absolutes. And again it all puts a smirk on my face when I think about it.
